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grow up. give up. let go.

by Bukowski

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1.
Title 01:40
did you ever really care?
2.
it’s not like its a surprise to me, i expected you just to sit and blame me. it was over before it had even begun i keep my head down like i’ve always done, but i’m still a fool to everyone i still don't know where i went wrong, where’d i go wrong? can you lie to me and tell me I'm not losing my mind ‘cause ever since twothousandseven felt I'm falling behind i never asked for much i just seem to be wasting my time i just need someone to tell me everything’ll be just fine everything’ll be alright i try to live my life to be something i'm not always wanting what you’ve got, mine is never enough every breath i take is just another mistake i’m just a fucking mistake
3.
i’ve been contemplating driving to your house (the past three hours) coz the last three of my life have just been hell you’re the only one i wish i could tell but you're not there anymore all that’s left here is your photograph and your recorded voice when you don't answer my call (just answer my call) i’ve been thinking about all the things i wished i’d said struggling to come to terms with how things were left i cant forget, you're in my head, all the time that i lament finally, growing up, giving up, letting go tell me what you're thinking i wish you'd just speak up i told you id give it all i got but all you did was push your luck
4.
Brood 02:44
here we are again, i never thought that this would end. you’re the weed and I'm the flower, trapped and hopelessly devoured. i can’t see another way, i’ve spent more time than i care to say, arguing and crying is persistence worth the pain? this is not what you wanted now you're lost in this bottle now my patience is wearing thin ‘cause i don’t know where you’ve been i keep waiting count the hours, home is not a place thats ours i’m forever by the phone, calling friends who just don't know you and all your lies, I'm so sick but i cant cry for you its your last time to be the one to shoulder blame there’s nothing left, I'm just a shell of a man with no love left to dispel you wont see my face again, i beg you to fix yourself find the person that you were, before i forget your name
5.
i wish i could take this back i never thought that we’d end up here living for a lost cause never helped anyone you just lost your way take it from someone who noticed, who used to care when you were broken just leave me alone your words and your breath are now so perverse my biggest regret i’m okay on my own, you’ll struggle with it iniquitous you used to be the part of me that made me feel that i belonged you’re nothing like you used to be, theres nothing left inside of me and i know you see it differently but its over now, its over now its getting clearer cant you see that its over now its over now a part of me thats been erased now I'm just empty i’ll try to find a better life something more stable than you and i did you ever really care?

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released June 15, 2017

Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Jack Newlyn.

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Bukowski Melbourne, Australia

4 piece complaint rock band from Melbourne, Australia.

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